Following one’s destiny is a hugely romanticised notion. It is not easy at all. They say that if you want something really badly, nothing can stop you. There can. Leaving everything behind in search of a so called higher truth, sounds good in all the road novels that one reads, and the films that one sees. Maybe there is no higher truth, no pot of gold, and no epiphany at the end of the journey.
Uprooting is always a painful process, even if the tree is sentient enough to comprehend that it is being taken to a place with more sunshine and water. At the end of the day, the roots are still sticking to familiar ground.
What am I looking for? I wish I knew. Sometimes I feel like I am in a huge shopping mall. I want to get something but I don’t know what. So I go into each shop and look. Life has to be more than one big shopping mall, right? It can’t just be an assortment of boxes where I open each one just to see if it has what I am looking for.
You tell yourself to do what your heart wants you to do. Your heart never wants anything because it can’t. It pumps blood to keep you alive. It’s your brain that does the wanting and the longing. There IS no tussle between the heart and the mind.
It’s just a civil war inside your head and one side wins, maybe.
Maybe, there is no destiny.
2 comments:
Uprooting is never nice. But you know, we adapt, and we make the best of our situations. All the best with your new job. :)
there is destiny. we just spend our lives finding it. before we realize it we are actually living our destiny and wherever it is we are going that is where are meant to go. just go wherever you are going, wherever you feel like going---one day it ll fall in place and make sense. love you tons.<3<3
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